I am addicted to Pinterest. Typically, when I’m working, I don’t spend anytime pinning anything on Pinterest. I find that if I am pinning a lot, it’s usually when I am not working (summer, long breaks). And I binge pin. I will spend hours, quite literally, pinning away my hopes and dreams. Even into the wee hours of the night, I am laying in bed, pinning, pinning, pinning.
This week-long break for Thanksgiving has been no different. I try to use the excuse in the summer that I am pinning things for school (which I am). But after school has started, I start pinning things that I might need therapy for.
For example, currently I have 431 pins for “My Dream Wedding”. Yes, that’s right. I am single and have no potential mate in my life right now, but I have 431 pins detailing every part of my wedding — down to the poses of pictures I would want to take.
I also have 286 pins for what I want my dream home to look like. I’d have to find someone on “SeekingMillionaire.com” to actually make any of those pins come to fruition, but a girl can dream, can’t she?
The problem with Pinterest is that, when I use it for school, I can make those things happen. I can make the crafts, do the lessons, etc. But when I start pinning things about my wedding day or my dream home, I start to get really, really depressed. Because for those countless hours I spend pinning my life away, I start realizing how much my life lacks. I’m looking at all the things I WISH I had, instead of being grateful for what I already have!
I could delete Pinterest and be done with it all. But, I really find it useful for school. I could delete my 431 pins for my dream wedding, but I like that I still have this part of me that dreams of my wedding day. I’ve been so jaded by love and marriage, that it makes me feel good that there’s still an innocent, hopeless romantic in me that wants to fall in love. I think what I, and all pinners, need to remember is that Pinterest shouldn’t make you feel worse about yourself. I have everything I am supposed to have right now and for that I am grateful.